February 2012
6 posts
I has a sad :(
I’m feeling sad the last few days. I keep dreaming about my ex, and not of the good times. I keep dreaming of him leaving me, again and again. I just want to forget, to move on. I’m going to be thirty in a few months, and I’m alone. I’m not upset about turning thirty, I’m sad because there is no one to share it with.
I’m feeling hopelessly alone, and...
*sigh*
I’m sitting here, wondering… Did I fuck up the best thing in my life? I’m searching through all these men on POF, wondering who will love me like he did? He was perfect for me. I was me around him, the most me I am with anyone. If I hadn’t been so FUCKING insecure, we would still be together. I practically gift wrapped him for her. I drove him away. It’s easy to...
S-M-R-T
*sigh*. Why did I agree to swap shifts today? I could have been done work in less than twenty minutes if I hadn’t traded. Also, what was I thinking to agree to 2 hours of OT before my shift? Seriously not smart. All I want to do is log out and go cuddle with the cats on the couch. No luck, though. 5 more painful hours to go. I have to stop being so nice and always trading when others ask....
Dear Mom, I’m nearly 30 years old. I know that to you, being single means that I must be miserable and depressed. I’m actually not. It doesn’t help that you have to call nearly every day to make sure I’m ok, because it makes me feel like I should feel not ok about being alone. I’m a big girl, I bought my own condo completely on my own, I support myself and my two...
